2010 안녕~..

Its the very last day of 2010..

there many things that happened throughout the year..
Many memories were created this year too..
going to Super Junior's concert..meeting Beast..
and the best of all..meeting the love of my life..JaeJoong..
being able to see him and breathing the same air as he is was the best moment that ever happened in my life..hopefully jaejoong oppa, yoochun oppa and junsu oppa will be back next year..
i'm saving money for their concert..that's for sure..
celebrating TVXQ's 7th anniversary was also daebak..having great time with them was the best..

As for friends..
I'm very greatful that i met my friends..and we became close..
frankly speaking here i loved each and everyone of them..

and now..i'm missing them..
i'm really hoping to meet them soon..
missed them alot..

My Love.My Family..
this year is the greatest..we get to get along together more often..
that makes us even closer to each other n the love just grew..
i'm hoping and praying that the becoming years will be splendid..
I LOVE my Family..


Good Bye 2010...

Welcome 2011....

.: 7th Anniversary celebration :.

Happy 7th Anniversary

To our beloved boys, TVXQ..
wishing you a very happy 7th anniversary..
thank you for giving us 7 years of unbounded love..
thank you for accepting our love..
since the day i know each and everyone of you i know that i will never regret that i chose to be part of this fandom..
being part of you taught me how to be strong, patient, appreciate people around me, love people that love me more..you boys also taught me that waiting is not as painful as i thought..
Thank you for everything..

JJ's Intermodulation

Ok..this man is seriously trying to kill me with his super duper hotness..
hotness + cuteness + sexiness overloaded..

Guess at home

We got company......
cute..???hmmmmm.....

.: Sexy Hot Man On Board :.

Is this man trying to kill me..??
owh..JaeJoong oppa..
정말 사랑해요 오빠..

back

When was the last time i'm here..?
well..i cant even count myself..
its been a very long time since the last time i wrote something here..
start missing this space of mine..^^

[AUDIO] Jaejoong got drunk during lawsuit case (March)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4VKeRBlU0KI&feature=player_embedded

카시오페아 없음 내가 동방신기 하라고? 못해!
Without Cassiopeia can i continue as Dong Bang Shin Ki? I can’t!
카시오페아 존나 (정말) 사랑해!
I REALLY LOVE CASSIOPEIA!
카시오페아 없음 못살아!
i can’t live with Cassiopeia!

its very heartbreaking to see or rather hear him like this..
he was so depressed bout the lawsuit thinging..
tho he's smiling now..but i know deep down inside his heart..he's hurt..
even by reading and listening to his voice like that can make me cry non stop..if i was the girl to be there that night..i'll cry my self out to see him like that..drunk and depressed..someone who cant easily get drunk even if he drank a lot could be that drunk..this shows that he is really depressed..
owh..my poor baby..do u know how i really wish i could be by ur side..hugging u when u're crying..comforting u when u're uncomfortable..whispering comforting words to ur ear when u're down..i'll do anything for u..as long as u're happy..

JaeJoong oppa..
please be strong..
keep ur spirit alive..
i know u love us..n we love u too..
and just remember 1 thing..
nothing..i mean NOTHING can break us apart..
no matter what happen..i..we..will always be by ur side..
by TVXQ's side..supporting u endlessly..
we'll wait for u patiently..
we'll always keep the faith eternally..
Hope to the end..

Super Junior Super Show 2

intended to take the blue sea..but instead got the red sea..^^

































The blue sea..

































obviously this is wrong..but who cares anyway..i miss the boys alot that i bring them anywhere..














A very long queue to the entrance..






















waiting..having Cornetto while talking ti ida who was cramped up in the sea of fans..
































From Singapore's ELF..
















Malaysia's ELF..



will continue posting..still got alot..but now..no more time..

why..oh..why..

why is this happening to me..???
his image keep appearing in my head..
i dont want this..really dont want his..just feel like i'm betraying JaeJoong oppa..
like what ifa said..i'm getting weirder everyday..i keep saying name each day..
now..the amount af jae oppa's name said is mot as much a his name *which i dont even know his name*..
owwwhh..this is very hurting..my heart ache so much..ne maeumi jinjja appayo..
this is wrong..i shouldn't have this feeling..this is soooo wrong..
but my head says that i dont really have feelings towards him..
owwhh..ottoke..???what should i do..
huh..ok..rite at this moment.. i'll try to forget him..
thats what best for me rite now..
Ya Allah..please give me strength..

Percy Jackson &The Lightning Thief

The movie was superb..
it was funny..full of actions..
love it..
thank god..its good..if not i'll be sleeping..
due to lack of sleep last night..

=.=!!!!

haaa...why did it happen to me..??
i never had any problems with presentation b4..
the stage fright suddenly appear..
that was the most embarrassing moment in my life..TT_TT

Tired..

waa..very tired..
havent finished studying..already very sleepy..-.-
got test tomorrow..n i still got a lot to go through..
but still gatal-gatal go for the b'day bash..==
but it was fun..more friends..celebrating jaejoong oppa, yunho oppa n changmin's b'day..
the cake was really nice..very sayang to cut..eat also xsampi hati..

huuu..gotta continue study..alot more to go..
fighting..!!

JaeHoMin B'day Bash..

ifa..^^




















close up of jaejoong oppa..
pastu kn mrh ngn org blakang..haha..










































It was wonderful..
i really like the cake..^^

=.=

Waaa..very tires these days..
classes starts at 8.30 & ends at 6 or 8..
& on friday the classes will finish at 10.30..
this semester is really tiring..but still..have to bear with it..

syazzy fighting !!

Cirque Du Freak

95% disappointment.. there are tooooo many differences..
ok..maybe if i haven't read the book it wont be that boring n frustrating..
but i read n the stuff int the book is much nicer..
ok..the differencess..
- Darren shouldn't be that big..i'm expecting him to be in 10 to 12 years old..not 16..thats too big..
- Steve should be bigger than Darren n everyone inschool scared of him..
- Darren doesn't play somesort of games in the coffin..he was stiff and couldn't move only until Mr. Crepsley get him out of the coffin..
- Thas not how steve discovered that Darren was not dead..n he didn't shout at Dareen at his funeral..
- The little people was supposed to cover their faces..they wore hoods..they also covered their mouth with a mask cause the cant breath the air..its poison to them..n for sure they dont bite..
- Mr Tiny wasn't interested with Darren n he dont even know Steve..he doesn't side with the vampanese..
n oh yea..Steve doessn't turn into a vampire..neither a vampanese..
- I'm expecting Mr. Crepsley to be a cute guy..thats how i feel when reading the book atleast..
- ok..proceed..Truska cant speek english..she spoke a language that only Evra(the snake boy) can understand..n she's not in love with Mr.Crepsley..thats out of sinc cause she fancies Darren..
- Evra also should be only a few years older than Darren..
- The are no one named Rebecca(the monkey girl)..maybe there are..but its not stated in the book..so i'm assuming there aren't any named Rebecca..
- There are soooo many..Murlough..Gavner..

well..to put things in a nut shell..i dont like it.. :)